Years ago, I thought long and hard on the big decision of where I wanted to go to college and what I'd be doing for the rest of my life. The only thing I knew and kept reverting back to, the place where I felt most comfortable and like myself, was when I was dancing. I am truly thankful my parents supported my ultimate dream, no matter the cost. (Trust me, I’m definitely paying for it.) Sometimes I wonder why they didn’t avert my ambitious 17-year-old-self from attending a school in which I could sustain a job that allowed me to support myself financially. What did I know? And then again, would I listen anyway? But, in writing this blog, I’m really glad they didn’t. I fully enjoyed my college experience once I stopped being a homesick baby. I wore sweatpants to class, I went to dance performances and dinners, I danced every day for four years while learning to stand on my own. Sometimes it was brutal and exhausting, but well worth the exploration. Not to mention, I met a lot of great people who are a huge part of the Chicago dance scene, and my life.
I worked part-time through college at a dancewear store a few blocks from my dorm in the city. After graduation, that job turned into a full-time opportunity, so I stayed. The first year after graduation, I went to numerous auditions- the pickings were slim and like all auditions, competition was intense. I am not a highfalutin dancer, probably the least flexible dancer in the history of the universe, but I found where my quirks and creativity were acceptable. This occurred a year later when I was asked to be an apprentice with The Dance COLEctive. Though the apprenticeship was an unpaid position, I was able to put my BA in dance to good use, and luckily I had a job that supported me and two roommates to help share the costs of living.
Along my way, I strangely stumbled into the field of law. I think I got lucky considering the fact that I now work full-time as a legal assistant downtown. I never dreamed of this when I was younger, ever. Dancer? Yes. Teacher? Maybe. Legal assistant??? No. Never even a question. But I feel really grateful that I understand and am pretty good at what I do, as it pays the bills. It’s one of those things that definitely happened for a reason. Working a 9:00am to 5:00pm is convenient and sometimes redundant. And redundancy is well, redundant. I'd like to know what job isn't. I’m glad that my schedule allows "me" time to even have a source – an outlet granting me the opportunity to take an uppercut to my routine – rehearsing, teaching, creating work, performing, and taking class year round.
I have come to find that it is tough to find a dance career that pays the bills, even now as a company member, and in this teetering economy. I am happy that I get to do what I love on nights and weekends and have the monetary support I need working during the day. Grant it, most of my days are technically 12 hour workdays and on occasion there is sacrifice for fun, family, and time, I get to do what I love which definitely keeps me sane. Most people can't say that and maybe some people don’t even get the chance.
Dance and TDC has been a major constant during the most important time of my life while finding myself and evolving as an adult. It’s always been the one thing I can rely on. It’s hard to count on and trust people, but every Tuesday and Thursday night, I know my team is there, and I know I can find myself there too.
Submitted by TDC dancer Katie Petrunich on January 26, 2014.
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I have been around The Dance COLEctive block a couple times. Heck, I’d say I’ve been living in the neighborhood for quite some time. Margi Cole began COLEctive Notions the first season I joined the company (2009-2010). I was able to be a part of each year’s process since then, observing the ins and outs of each choreographer’s decisions and being aware of all the behind-the-scenes action, and learning what it takes to put an entire show together. Allowing the time to become a stronger dancer and letting the techniques and customs of TDC sink into my body and thought processes made the wait well worth it.
In order to choreograph for this dancer-produced show, one must be a company member for two years. Starting as an apprentice for my first two years and then continuing on my TDC journey as a full company member - four years later, I was eligible to submit a proposal for the upcoming show. I felt seasoned and ready, and luckily, I had an idea. (And fortunately for me, Margi was also supportive of that idea.)
I had a wonderful experience working with my fellow dancers, Julie Boruff and Shannon Edwards. They worked wonderfully together, trusted each other and trusted me, which I appreciated tremendously. Their dynamic movement styles fueled my idea, bringing the duet to life. Their vulnerability spilled over, leading the piece to its fullness - sharp and soft movement sweeping the floor.
My initial concept shifted throughout the process as well, but I accepted the flow, rode the wave and let it create itself. I had to trust my gut in that I was making the right decisions, which came fairly easy. I grew up choreographing, in high school mostly, and it’s always been an artform that I thoroughly enjoy.
I would definitely choreograph again if I was given the chance, and another concept sparked my brain. I already have the wonderful opportunity to work with a great group of dancers, which makes the whole process fun, easy, inspiring and completely satisfying. Margi has graciously given us the chance to take the stage in a different way and I am thankful to have her support and expertise. Her willingness to let us represent our voices under The Dance COLEctive’s name is an honor and definitely one of my biggest accomplishments as a professional dancer.
Read the review about the show here in The Huffington Post.
Submitted by TDC Dancer Katie Petrunich on Sunday, January 12, 2014
